(about my hometown)

it takes much more than this to kill a man with no heart but don't despair ma vie, you've gotten off-to a quite a start merci marie, let all you see, be done with, right here and keep from feeling anything that moves you my dear thanks so much I don't think I've lost it yet. thanks so much I don't think I've had that yet taken from my life merci marie, take all you see, be done with, right here indeed I'll need another weak mended heart my dear thanks so much I don't think I've had that yet taken from my life thanks so much I don't think I've had that yet taken from my life

perfect loveless conquest of your perfect lifeless objects conquering you and you'll carry their weight on your shoulders in a marriage to faith and the system of debt on your shoulders you'll carry the weight.

say my peace and goodbyes try to keep what's on my mind (to myself) I won't lie; the general says we won't last the night. so let's pray for a while over and out, as they say on the line oh god, give me time I want to home with the love of my life. all the things I'd have done if all the wars and kings were all undone oh the waste of a life under a rich red corporate knife try to sleep for a while over and out, as they say on the line oh god give me time I want to be home with the love of my life all the things I'd have done if all the wars and gold and kings were gone oh the waste of a life under a rich red corporate knife

oh i have held a strong belief be you in lesser or greater degrees (omitted) (omitted) I've tried and not been proven wrong.

down on your knees boy holding your own boy fat little chance boy to be your own man boy there's something going on the ice is red you're knees are black just close your eyes it dies tonight boy there's something going on closed the door turned out the light what made you a man dies tonight the flowers for algernon die tonight (not all that leaves the ground returns tonight)

safe only in arms you've stretched out long for me maybe too far apart from, the heart, of honesty don't lie to me god, don't tell me you are don't lie to me god, when you're not sorry. we're all sorry. save the letters and cards you'll love them in weeks apart and right after war we'll say, sorry. you're not sorry. when you're not sorry. we're all sorry.

This is my Grandfather, David Mercado, telling me a story about his family and how they almost lost their home.

-i'm happy cause' god says love all you want -and all I love is wrong So I think I'll make it alright careful love, soft and periwinkle eyes of beaten glass -of countries running half mast -i'm happy cause ' god says love everyone -and everyone I love Is hoping to make it the night make it right.

I'm you're father's last cigarette burning with your answer I'm your daughters last dying breath buried with your answer you can decide what went wrong you can describe how it feels to rise and fall through the floor married to your answer I'm you're pilot's last bank to left crashing with the answers you can decide how it feels you analyize what went wrong in this life if god's always right press on allison they couldn't have, wouldn't have known faster than the mourning eyes and barely seeing, barely open minds say once again "you're dead wrong" you will plan to take it all -for hell or heaven -for leaving you alone we'll once again, I'm not in sight.

My Grandfather telling the story getting his bomber being shot to pieces in WWII and trying to emergency land in England. The British won't let them land; his pilot obeys; the plane crashes -- not everyone survives.

come to life in your summer dress, the one with hearts when you feel depressed my darling, you're in my country it's the axe in the buried ground, look for cuts but they won't be found my darling, you're in my country they tell you it's alright, my darling, you're in my country feel how my heart breaks, how my heart takes time to heal fear the steps we take when wind howls and changes appears they appear it's the tear in your summer dress, the living end that you could have guessed my darling, you're in my country break the law if it will not bend, close your eyes and you'll always be my darling, you're in my country

I'll be your seminal man, caustically burning holes and I'll be your light when your sad eyes fail you Show me your chemical side, cabernet ladylike side I'll be your tongue when your fighting edge wise out You're right. I'm glad you're doing alright, a miracle hoping to die I'll be your heart when you're fighting for your life Serves you right.

Don't you try and stop me now. One foot on the rising tide take your time try to understand. Don't you try to and stop me Say what you wanted. Say what you need to slow me Take what you needed. Take what you need to leave me. Don't you try and stop me I'm just getting gone with all the rising costs take my time and I'll pay this off but don't you try and stop me Say what you wanted. Say what you need to slow me Take what you needed. Take what you need to leave me out. don't leave me out.

kill the lights, seven tons on the scale caught you leaning on it still alive while disolved you're the saline and the sulfur here. I'm still here. slept inside seven nights start to feel all domestic are you still alive while you die are you scared of no meaning segue (my grandfather telling the story of meeting my grandmother)

Careful your silence is caroling praises of heartbeats so deafening Count on it breaking the walls so thin The price of convenience is definitely sin, your sin wires are tapping the beat in rings the cost of your empire so staggering count on it breaking or not at all when taken with losing you'll definitely win in terms of conscience your bleeding us dry in terms of warships your sailing it and if you want to believe that it's right just close your eyes love and close them so tight count on it dailing for suffering I know your in this or not at all see through the tv and find out what it's called, enough

I want you to come home I want you to pray I want you feeling a ghost when I taste your mistake when I taste your heart I want you to break I want you to feel like a god playing off of the stakes coming off of the cross so god should I love you whole should I love pieces should I give you control should I give you it all

Hold still right here by the door. Close you're eyes drop to the floor Heaven's falling like the swords. You're strong enough to beat them aren't you love. You've got one left for your heartache - one left for the road - one left for tomorrow. Just close your eyes and fire away. Hold still right here by the door. Fall to pieces they won't they won't open no more. Heaven holds you like a thorn. You're strong enough to beat them aren't you love. One for your heartache, one for your soul. When the feeling is lost and the feeling is all that you had anymore, the feeling that nothing is wrong. The ideal crimes feed the dogs of our minds.

When they come to the door the reach out like you we're there How they add to you still but take down what you have built There's no end to limitations here where it started Departure is desperation's friend where it started Hell on earth. Hell on earth for you. Hell on earth, yeah you are. I blame god for sending you to try and save our souls They pray for you still and kneel down like you we're there. Silence burning every book you own when they read you your rights tear apart with just one word when the find out you belong to you. you belong to yourself. I blame god for sending you to try and save our souls

To paint the walls with certainty, to brace the walls with doubt takes heart takes blood takes everything and leaves us all without high hopes. We'll run the course, I know. To face your country spiraling right down the darkest hole right heart right blood right everything our families are left out High hopes. we'll run the course, I know.

You and I have something no one else can see. I suppose it's what religion calls belief. If you and I are better off in hell, years of empty promises are just as well. You think so? All my life I've had an emptiness inside of me. I suppose it's something I can't fill with teeth If you an I are better off in hell, here's to empty promises and failed beliefs. Maybe 'cause you lost your friends and all you love. Maybe 'cause you lost the god you held above If you and I are better off in hell, here's to empty promises as well. Well now.

Andrew takes the world apart looking for a way stop tearing the world apart for her. He says, "maybe you're all mine sweetheart and maybe you're not." Andrew, so far no one's found the answer, for the most part no one's gonna find it. Humanity is so hard.